So my name is Jessie, and no it's not short for Jessica, it's just Jessie.
I'm 15 years old and have a sister, Emily, who is 18. We have all the same interests and spend way to much time together which causes us to fight.
She really quick witted, which I'm not so I usually resort to kicking and swearing.
I have a dog named Toby, he is a chocolate lab, an I have two birds. One is a quaker parrot named Jester, and the other is a white dove name Dovey. (I know clever name right.)
I love the internet. Everything about it. I'm obsessed with Youtube, Twitter, Facebook, and now I'm starting a blog.
I don't have much of a social life outside of school hours because I don't let people get close to me. Letting people in scares me because I'm afraid that they won't like me and so I put up a wall which usually ends up driving people away (like all the friends I had last year).
The only person I've ever let in is my best friend Christine. Who I have known for longer than I can remember. She understands how I feel about letting people in and we can talk about anything. I think I'm even more guarded around my family than I am with her.
I have a job as a busser at a restaurant. It's one of those fancy restaurants and I have to wear a tie. I actually like our uniform even though all the other bussers complain about it. I love how all the managers wear suits. They're all so pretty.
The people I work with are really cool. They make me so happy.
The other bussers are all the kind of people I envy. They're funny and outgoing and they are all social butterflies.
But the only one I really talk to is Candice. She's really nice. She's six months older than me but we are almost complete opposites. She's really pretty and wears makeup and perfume and loves to shop and buys expensive things and even though I don't do any of though things we get along really well.
Lisa and Evie kind of scares me. I never know what to say to them and they never really talk to me unless they are correcting me on something or asking me to do something.
Allie I think I've had like two conversations with so I don't even know about her.
Brandon is amazing. He's like 6'3" and he's so funny. He's one of those people who has like an aura of happiness around him and he makes everyone near him smile. I get along with him pretty well.
Kalan doesn't talk to me and I don't know why.
And Evan is more of a host than a busser now, but either way he doesn't talk to me unless he is asking me to set a table.
Going to work is usually the most social interaction I have so I will probably write about it a lot.
With love from,
Jessie =)
i'm kind of the same. most of the social interaction i have irl is at work. i kind of push my friends away as well.
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