I'm sorry that i dont have brown hair. Unfortunatly i was not born with that far superior set of genetics. I'm sorry that i am not the kind of person who will give up wearing high heels just because it weirds you out how i am suddenly almost your height. I'm sorry that i don't have the attention span to watch movies or that i have never bothered to see the titanic, avatar or any of your other favourites. I'm sorry that i dont want to sit here and listen to some inside joke between you and your friends that i will not understand and i am especially sorry that i wanted to be honest with you and tell you the truth about that. I'm sorry that i think your brother it overly dependent on you. I mean really, it would be cute if he were nine, but he is fifteen! You should be able to leave for a few hours without him begging you to come home. I'm sorry that i don't understand soccer. But to be fair you never actually bothered to teach me. And I am sorry that i am not family oriented. I am oh so very sorry that the family i have that actually lives near me does not make any kind of effort to see or speak to me and that the family i have that makes a effort lives over 5 hours away. And i am sorry that you dont understand sarcasm so you probably wont understand this post. So here let me help you. I love my red hair. I love wearing really cute heels that make me look super tall. I am perfectly ok with not watching movies. I hate feeling left out of inside jokes and i am really proud that i was honest enough to tell you. I will not hide the fact that i think your brother has abandonment issues and that you need to tell him that you cant be there 24/7. I am glad that i dont have to sit and watch a bunch of grown men fight over a ball and fake injuries. I am ok with the fact that i dont spend every freaking holiday with my family and to be honest i am just as family oriented as you are if not more. The difference is that my "family" is not related to me by blood but i spend 6 days a week with them at dance. And i am surprised that you still have not fully grasped my sarcasm, but here lets see if you understand this. Thank you very much for making me feel like all i did for the last 5 months and 2 days of my life was make mistakes that pushed you away. It was much appreciated.
With love,
from Jessie
